i want to be your girl <3

summ3rgurlxo @ 2007-02-19T17:15:00

2007-02-19T22:17:04Z

wrote this about my grandfather who passed away 9 years ago and i still miss him very much.

You taught me many things in life when I was young and when you were still here. and even til this day I’m still learning from you, like how it feels to miss someone so bad. It feels like a part of you is missing. But I can tell you one thing, no matter how long you’ve been gone, I still think about you and miss you and I never will forget you. You left your mark forever.

REQUEST: my friend's birthday is tomorrow and she just started going out with a guy, who is also my friend on saturday and he wanted to get her something and he has no clue and he doesn't want it to be extravegent obviously because they just started going out and nothing expensive and i don't know what to tell him. he said something somewhat sentimental. i was gonna tell him to get her like her favorite candy and snacks and popcorn or something and say "movie night at my house" or something like that. but what do you think? any ideas?

THANKS SO MUCH!

summ3rgurlxo @ 2006-11-23T12:40:00

2006-11-23T16:40:49Z

for my friends for christmas i was thinking about printing out a photo of all of us, like an 8x10, and then cutting it up and making it into little pieces like a puzzle and then put it in an envolope and make it pretty and stuff but i wanted a quote for it... i came up with this...

When life gets hard & confusing

Friends fill in the missing pieces

but i was wondering if anyone could think of something else... something better, lol. just about friends and "puzzle" type things like the pieces and stuff. thanks!!!

the only reason that people hold on to memories so tight

is because memories are the only things

that don’t change

when everything else does

why is it that

when you push me away..

i only want you more?

it was friendship that brought us together

and it was love that tore us apart

We've gone our own ways

And I know it's for the best,

But sometimes I wonder

If I'll ever have a friend like you again.

Be who you are

And say what you feel

Because those who mind don't matter

And those who matter don't mind.

And the days went by like paper in the wind,

Everything changed

And then changed again.

Change is never easy.

You fight to hold on, you fight to let go.

Moving on is simple.

It's leaving it all behind that's so hard.

I’m nothing without you

summ3rgurlxo @ 2006-09-06T01:25:00

2006-09-06T05:22:56Z

If I only knew what was on your mind,

Maybe then I wouldn’t second guess myself.

If I only knew how you felt about me,

Maybe then I could move on or move forward.

If only you would stop playing with my emotions,

Maybe then I could stop thinking about you.

That quote right there pretty much summarizes what I have been dealing with for the past 7 months, the last time that I updated. It has just been going around in circles and I’ve been sucked in, pushed away, torn, confused, happy, sad, whatever. It’s been hard but I can’t help it. Over the past 7 months I have learned something. And that is, is that the old saying goes, “You can’t control you’re heart” or whatever it is. It’s true. No matter what you do or what you try… it doesn’t work because the second that person comes back or says one word or you see him for 2 seconds, you’re right where you started even after everything that has happened or all the shit he’s put you through. It’s bad hard, but don’t get me wrong, we’ve had our good times. And I love them…

Through this whole thing, and not being able to control emotions or anything, I am a little disappointed with myself. I was infact pushed to my limit back in july. And I told you exactly how I felt and what was going on. I gave him the option of what he wanted to do, but I said it had to be one or the other, nothing inbetween cause that was what was hurting me. We went for a couple of weeks of not talking, I never received an answer but I took your silence as the choice I was hoping it wouldn’t be. so during that time I told myself it was completely over and I wasn’t going to let anything change my mind. I tried to make myself believe that I was through with it all, but deep down I knew that wasn’t going to happen because I fell hard, real hard. Harder than I’ve ever fallen. But on my birthday you finally said something to me and there we go again, back to waiting, and wishing, and hoping and getting my hopes up. And here we are, the beginning of September and 7 months later, still dealing with all of the same stuff. Still not being able to control how I feel… never will I be able to control that. and it sucks. Because I’m stuck on ~~him~~…

Another thing that I learned, mostly over the summer. Is you cant really trust anyone. And I swear this should be a known fact… EVERYONE TALKS ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE BEHIND EACHOTHERS BACK. So therefore, I hate when girls start this whole big ordeal when they hear when fricken sally said something about bonnie, when bonnie was talking shit about sally 2 days ago… people don’t realize that and it bothers me…

Ok.. so I think that’s enough ranting for right now. School starts tomorrow. I’m actually not too upset its starting. Once soccer starts, you just kind of are waiting for school to start, so whatever. We’re juniors… most important year… what funnnnn.

I’ll update again… probably soon. Comment if you read this so I know I just wasn’t talking to myself…

summ3rgurlxo @ 2006-02-01T18:18:00

2006-02-01T23:13:30Z

Welcome to reality ;

where your feelings never matter

so the first semester is finally over, I didn’t like it that much. Lunch was okay, it used to be better, but then again everything used to be better. Now life basically sucks and I hate it sometimes. The only part that’s good are the friends who I still have. I admit I have been being a bitch lately, but these people or person or whatever deserved it. but it doesn’t matter anymore because we don’t even speak and I could care less because they are an asshole now and I’m glad we don’t talk anymore.

So tomorrow is second semester, I have humanities, chemistry and parenting/human behavior. Eventhough I have humanities and I’m going to have a shitload of projects and work to do I’m glad to get rid of 1^st semester, it was starting to be hell, but so will this semester probably, I just need a change I guess. Plus I’m playing soccer in the spring and still going to karate where I’m teaching a lot and I enjoy it cause I was starting to lose interest in it for awhile and plus I’m going to weight room whenever I can. So I’m staying busy.

The past weekend was pretty nice, Friday night I went to a concert, Saturday I was out all day then went to the movies Saturday night. Sunday I went to Rowan and visited my brother with my parents and went out to lunch down there, it was nice. Monday after taking my pre-calc final and getting home at 9:30 me and weaver went to olive garden for lunch, best restaurant ever, and hten Moorestown mall and I got a shirt from AE. Then since it was fricken 60 degrees out me and her went on a walk, then chilled at her house, then went car shopping with her parents where we took a little drive in a mustang convertible, my dream car. It was so much fun, convertible ride in januaury, you know how we do. Then on Tuesday I went to the movies after my lab bio final and getting home at 9:30 once again. So it was fun. Then today, no school, spend the day at the hospital, so not that great.

Well now that I did my like annual month- 2 month update.. I’m gonna go take a shower and relax and stuff.

A comment or two would be nice <3

winter break 05'

2006-01-02T16:18:52Z

There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your hearts desire, the other is to gain it..

So break is basically over. For the most part is was ok. I regret some things that happened but you always do things in life in which you regret or something you could take back or do differently. That’s life. And then there are some things in life in which are perfect, however they always seem to change and in the end nothing is perfect, at least that’s how it is with me. This break I learned about myself and other people and that you just need to take chances in life and you can’t look back. Just go and give it your all. No matter what your doing, you’ll learn who your true friends are and who’s got your back the whole way. And also who you support fully. Of course there will be the dark days and ones that aren’t so bad, but you get through them and learn from every experience. No matter what it entails, there will always be some happiness, some hurt, some sadness, some cruelness and so many other things, but that’s life and you just have to go along with it, somewhere down the line things will change and get better… but only to get worse again. Life is a never ending cycle and you can’t stop it. So live life to the fullest, laugh as much as you can, sing even if you can’t, dance when you want, act like an idiot with your friends, love as much as you can and when life throws a curveball, deal with it, wallow, do whatever you got to do, to get back on that road.. the road of life.

Ok.. enough of my thoughts, this break wasn’t too bad. I chilled at home a lot, watching my one tree hill seasons that I got for Christmas, I LOVE that show.. I hung out with weaver a lot, spent a day with my mom, out to lunch and the movies, went shopping, went to olive garden 2 times, spent time with my grandma, spent time with cory, visited niki in new york to see how she was after her accident. Went to ali’s new years party and just relaxed and didn’t work on any of my projects that I have =)
So now I think I’ll attempt to start on them.
♥

the holidays...

2005-12-24T14:39:20Z

Well its been awhile since the last time I updated, don’t really know what to update you all on… it’s Christmas eve, but I’m not excited for the holidays, I was really excited.. until Monday happened, now I just want them to be over with. The only thing I want for Christmas is for him to come back to me.. but he’s not going to… he’s going to change and forget about who he’s close to now.. or he will come back, but what are the chances of that? i have no luck in the world so I doubt he will.. or if he does, how long will it be? I want to wait cause I don’t want to lose him, but I’m afraid I already am… and it sucks.

I could go on rambling about this for hours, but I’m not going to. Tomorrow’s Christmas and its going to suck. I cant even open up any of my presents til like 4 in the afternoon cause my brother works from 7-3pm.. so it wont even feel like Christmas. You’re supposed to get up and open your presents and relax all day and just chill with family. But no holiday is ever normal in my house, at least not for the past 8 years…it all started when we spent Christmas day in the hospital and ever day of Christmas break in the hospital with my grandfather. We even brought him in a little foot sized tree and decorated it for him and brought him his presents. We bought him an eagles jacket, he LOVED the eagles, too bad he never got to wear it…

I just don’t have the holiday spirit, I think its from my parents, I had to beg my parents to put up a tree, we finally put it up Wednesday night. and I bet my mom will take it down Monday morning, the day after Christmas cause she hates the holidays…

This is sorta a pointless update, but I just felt like writing, so whatever.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE <3

so come a little closer, baby

2005-11-21T02:12:52Z

I haven’t updated this thing in FOREVER. I come on here to read other peoples but never update mine. But finally I am.
Umm nothing too exciting in my life.
school is pretty gay if u ask me. I only like gym and lunch and sre.
I have been sick for the past week so it sucks, hopefully I’ll be better soon.
Karate is the norm, I don’t do nothing except teach the little kids, fun fun
Me and chris are still together, almost 3 months =)
This weekend was ok I guess, ushered at the play on Saturday and Sunday with chris and eobstel
Went to the movies on Saturday with weaver, chris and eobstel
This week is an easy week, whole day Monday, 1:00 day Tuesday, and half day on Wednesday
Wednesday afternoon I plan on spending with my boyfriend <3
Then Thursday is thanksgiving
Friday I always go out with my mom, it’s a tradition
And sometime this weekend we’ll be celebrating my brothers 19th birthday which is on Monday (damn he’s getting old, haha)
So it should be an ok weekend.

And I have nothing else to write about so heres a survery thinger

♥

FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Lauren transue
First Screen Name: torrepooh (haha, gay, I know)
First Pet: T.T my doggy
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: beau guarino
First CD: spice girls
First Car: I want my baby blue mustang!
First Stuffed animal: my Minnie doll
First Love: --- (not there yet, sooon hopefully)

LASTS
Last Beverage: water
Last Car ride: home from the play
Last Movie Seen: legally blone, last night
Last Phone Call: niki baby
Last Cd Played: one I burned
Last Bubble Bath: tonight actually =)
Last time you Cried: yesturday
Last thing you ate: ice cream
Last bad thing you did: not sure…

HAVE YOU EVER
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: sorta
Have you ever been arrested: no
Have you ever skinny dipped: no
Have you ever been on tv: yea, something for karate
Have you ever kissed someone: yes
Have you ever been cheated on: Ikinda…
Have you ever been in love: lust
Have you ever been in a car accident: a minor one
Have you ever lied: yes

DO YOU
Smoke: no
Dye your hair: nope
Dress goth: no
Smell: hope not
Wear makeup: yess
Cook: I try
Do your own laundry: no
Want to get married: yes
Curse: yeah
Like football: EAGLES =)
Like to sing: of course eventhough I suck majorly

THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. pj pants
2. white cami
3. sweatershirt
4. bra
5. undies
6. slippers

THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. ate pancakes and bacon for breakfast, yummmm
2. showered
3. cleaned my room
4. ushered at the play
5. ate dinner
6. watched tv

FAVORITES
PERSON/PEOPLE: my friends
STORE: ae, kohls,
FOOD: pizza
COLOR: baby blue & hot pink
SMELL: sweat pea- bath & body

CHOICES
Black or White: white
Hot or Cold: hot.
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Icecream or milkshake: ice cream
Plain or pepperoni: plain
Straight or curly: both
Light or dark: both
Winter or spring: spring
Phone or computer: computer
Lust or love: both are good
Pen or pencil: pen
Bungi-jump or parasail: both

THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. go to Bahamas, Hawaii, paris, and greece
2. get married to my loveee
3. have 1 or 2 kids
4. be successful
5. live happily ever after

ONE WISH
to have my grandfather still alive.

summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-10-02T10:02:00

2005-10-02T14:02:14Z

You are my only one ♥

So for the past 2 weeks, I have been some wat busy which is good because I hate sitting at home being bored. So lets start with what I remember from last week…
I believe I had a soccer game on Tuesday at green acres then stayed for the girls night game, and another game on Thursday but I don’t really remember.
However, I do remember going to chris’s house on Friday night and
then on Saturday I went to the mall with weaver and I got a shirt for MORP, but that got postponed, and ideas for my moms birthday present.
Then on Sunday I went to SIX FLAGS with weaver, chris, danny, and vj. It was fun, got on rides and just hung out. Then when I got home I went out with my dad for awhile. Then this week went by fast, well for me it did.
We had a game on Monday, in which we lost,
a game on Tuesday and we lost and went right to karate afterwards and I was freaking pissed after that game,
and then on Wednesday just had practice.
Thursday we got out at 1 =) but my game got cancelled so me and weaver went to her grandma’s house for about an hour then picked her sister up and came home where I chilled and ate dinner for awhile then went to the boys varsity game with a few people and got to watch chris <3 play.
Then on Friday after practice, I wasn’t gonna go out since it was my moms birthday but she told me she didn’t care so I went to the movies with with some people (me, weaver, chris, chris eobstel, tony, Kristen, and vj). We saw into the blue which was pretty good and then Mrs. Weaver picked us up and dropped chris off and I came home and watched movies til about 2 and then I fell sleep.
Saturday I woke up and cleaned and then I went to the football game. Met up with ali, chris and tony, but ali and Tony had to leave so it was me and chris for awhile. We won tho so that’s good and then mrs weaver picked me and weaver up and I came home, ate dinner, and got mad at my mom for not letting me go to chris’s house so I was pretty pissed but then we came up with the idea to go play manhunt in bridal club. So me, weaver and chris meet up with chris eobstel and vj and eventually bobby and Kristen and we attempted to play manhunt but it didn’t work out to well so we only played like 2 or 3 games? But it was still fun nonetheless. Got picked up at 11 and came home and crashed around 12:30.

Comenttttt
♥

♥ when I’m with you,
the only thing I want to be is closer

summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-09-18T17:05:00

2005-09-18T21:06:18Z

you’ll always be my baby <3

Alright so another week of school. It still ok I guess. My classes just aren’t as fun and exciting as last years classes. I think that’s why I’m so bored during the day…

But this week did go by fairly fast. Monday I had practice after school. And then on Tuesday I felt like shit for the most part of the day and I had a game against holy cross… we lost 3-1, we didn’t play that great at all, so it was a pretty bad game. Then I had to go to karate, so that sucked. Then on Wednesday after school I had a student government meeting, so me and colleen were late to practice but we didn’t mind since it was POURING outside. But we only missed like 15 minutes, so that kinda sucked since we wanted to miss more of it due to the rain. So we practice outside in the pouring rain and I already was getting sick so that made me more sick. So I went to bed early that night. Then on Thursday I had a game after school against Delran. We lost 2-0 but we played A LOT better then on Tuesday so it was a good game. Then I came home and quick showered and got ready and then went back to school to help out at back to school night. I was with colleen all night, just wondering around the school and talking and all. Then on Friday after school we had our first away game at PAUL VI. We lost 1-0 but we played even better then we did on Thursday, just couldn’t score. so then we watched the rest of the varsity game then headed home where I was suppose to eat and get ready then go to chris’s house but my mom wouldn’t let me… so I just sat around all night. Then on Saturday I woke up and got ready and went out with my mom, then met britt at the boys varsity game and watched chris play =) then weavers dad took me and weaver to target to buy baby presents, so we bought that then I came home for like 20 minutes then went to a weaver family party. Then round 5 we went to chris’s house where we chilled til about 10:30ish. Then we came home and I watched tv til about 1. then today I woke up and cleaned my room then got ready and was out all day with my mom, then I came home and watched the eagles win =) and set up my new cell phone. And now I’m here suppose to be doing my homework but of course I’m not…

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back to school...

2005-09-11T16:48:35Z

so school has stared. it is alright i guess.. i just reember last year ebing so exciting and this year i must say is boring and sucks so far. i just don't think this year is gonna be as fun as last year. eventhough there was drama and fights and whatnot, last year was still really fun. so we'll see...

my classes are ok i guess... first block i have spanish 3 in which theres like no one in there so i talk to jlo and thats about it... second block i have pre-calc in which danielle and harry are in there. three/four block i have gym which is the BEST! mrs. (or is it miss?) ray asked me and ali who we wanted in our class so we listed a bunch of people and they are all in there so its gonna be so much fun. its me, ali, kels, jess, chris rulli, chris eobstel, alexa.. and i dont even know who else, but its gonna be fun. fifth period i have lunch and at my table is me, chris rulli, colleen, jess, danille, measey, veronica, and melissa. so its fun. sicth is sre in which i dont like so hopefully i'll be going to danielle's and chris's sre for most of this semester. and seventh block i have lab bio and i talk to hannah. so some classes i like, others i dont. but all in all its ok.

we had our first game on friday. but before that we had a pizza party since our game wasn't until 5:00. however we lost 2-1. we should have tied but the refs are assholes and they scored the last goal when we were down 2 players cuz of 2 yellow cards. bullshit calls may i add. but i scored our goal =) then after our game i came home and took a very fast shower and went to green acres for the girls varsity game in which i hung out with, chris, ali, bryan, kels, jeff, and britt. township lost 6-0 tho, so that was not good at all... then after htat we all went in the harris van and went to the rest of the football game in whihc i hung out with a lot of people. and we lost so that wasn't too good either. then after that i got a ride home with my brother and i crashed around 2?

saturday we had another game at 12:00. we won 1-0 which was good. chris came and watched me play =) then i just bummed it all afternoon, i was very tired so i took a nap and i just watched tv and stuff... then round 5:30 the rulli's picked me up and we went to the phillies game. it was fun eventho the phillies lost 7-6. but i had a greatttt time with chris =) so it was fun. goit home round 11:30 and was passed out by 12

and today i'm going to take my brother back to rowan and i have homework to do and i need to get new cleats and some other stuff...

and i did not intend on this entry being this long, so i'm gonna go
commentttt
♥

summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-09-07T20:50:00

2005-09-08T00:50:40Z

summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up, when September ends…

Well I havent updated in like a month. Not too much has been going on. My summer ended about 3 weeks ago due to soccer. I had holy cross camp, then hell week, then a continuation of pre-season. Soccer is going well I must say. We had 3 scrimmages and we won 2 and lost 1. I scored 2 goals so far this season =) and I love the team, and the coach, so I’m excited for the season. Since soccer takes up my whole life it seems like anymore, I’ve been trying to squeeze things in to do after and on weekends.
I hang out with weaver whenever I can
My brother left for college
Pete came home from Greece =)
Me and weaver threw danny a surprise party since we missed his real party
I hung out with weaver, danny and Chris at dannys house a few weekends ago
And I’ve been going to karate wenever I can…

So today.. the last day of summer… I went out to lunch with chris at the mall, then went to the student government meeting and then soccer practice 2:30-4:30… and then I came home, showered, and got my hair cut and have just been chilling… not looking forward to tomorrow… but oh well I guess…

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♥

ps- as of Friday, me and chris rulli go out =)

scheldule...

2005-08-12T18:03:32Z

heres my scheldule
let me know if u have any classes with me.

First Semester
first block Spanish III ; McHugh
second block Pre-Calculus ; Milanes
third/fourth block Gym/Drivers Ed
fifth/sixth block lunch/sre
seventh block Lab Bio 1 ; Lee

Second Semester
first block Hum/Enr Us Hist II ; Robinson
second block Hum/Enr Eng II ; Threadgill
third/fourth block Lunch/Sre
fifth/sixth block Amer/pop/cult ; Robinson (quarter 3)
Sociology ; Vizzacco (quarter 4)
seventh block AC Hum/Beh/Dev ; Pires (quarter 3)
AC Parenting ; Pires (quarter 4)

COMMENT!!!

summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-08-02T16:16:00

2005-08-02T20:16:34Z

Some days I make it through,
and then there’s nights that seem to never end

its been awhile since I last updated. Since then I have…
- turned 15
- went to a toby keith concert
- had people over for my birthday
- went to six flags with weaver, val, and danny
- went to vals a couple times probably
- hang out with weaver multiple times each week
- got a pretty decent tan
- went to the doctors & hip specialist
- got my hair cut (it is too short…)
- went to LBI overnight with weaver, chris, and Christian (A LOT of fun)
- went shopping
- got a lot of money.. so even more shopping
- continued to miss someone
- got in MANY fights with my mom
- been really worried about my mom
- spent time with my brother

and I think that’s about it… can’t really think of anything else.
And I’m really bored so

FIRSTS:
1. First best friend: Lauren Transue
2. First love: ---
3. First real kiss: ehh.
4. First screen name: torrepooh haha, u no u love it
6. First car: ---

LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: eww
2. Last kiss: while ago
3. Last good cry: last night
4. Last beverage drank: coke
5. Last food consumed: mcdonalds =)
6. Last crush: beau
7. Last phone call: pete

RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Best Friend? Valerie Weaver
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: unfortunately no…

FASHION STUFF:
1. Where are your favorite places to shop: american eagle, wet seal, aeropastale, kohls, etc.
2. Favorite item of clothing: shirt from ae

SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: no
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: dove
3. What are you most scared of: burning alive, dieing, loosing another person I’m close to

FAVORITES:
1. Color: baby blue or hot pink
2. Food: pizza
3. Subject in school: history
4. Animals: dogs
5. Sports: soccer and karate
6. Movie: the notebook & most chick flicks

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: yes
2. Smoked: nope
3. Made yourself throw-up: no
4. Skinny dipped: no
5. Been in love: ehh…

CURRENT:
1. Clothes: shorts and t-shirt
2. Music: let go- bandcamp
3. Make-up: eyeliner & mascara
4. IMs: niki & cord

LAST PERSON:
2. Hugged: uhh.. weaver?
3. Imed: niki
4. Last person who slept at your house: baby cousin?
5. Last persons house you slept at: chris’s aunts house

RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: tired?
2. Love is: rare and precious?
3. I dream about: different stuff

Ten years ago, I:
1. was five years old.
2. lived in the same house
3. still had my grandfather

Five years ago, I:
1. was 10 years old
2. didn’t have to deal with drama
3. was entering 5th grade

One year ago, I:
1. was entering high school
2. started playing soccer for high school
3. lost some friends, made some new ones

So far this year, I:
1. lost even more friends
2. finished my freshmen year
3. earned more and better respect at karate

Yesterday , I:
1. woke up at 9:30?
2. watched tv
3. called pete

Today, I:
1. woke up around 9?
2. went out to lunch with my grandma
3. talked to niki for the first time in a week

Tomorrow, I'm:
1. going out to lunch with my mom?
2. going shopping
3. swimming

In one year, I will:
1. hopefully have a boyfriend
2. still have my same friends and hopefully some more
3. be a junior

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summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-07-15T20:59:00

2005-07-16T01:13:02Z

we're sleeping late, but we're not lazy
getting older, but we're still crazy
so glad that i have these friends of mine

lets see... this past weekend was fun, well at least saturday was. i went to rachels birthday party (weavers little sister) and val and britt came as well. it was fun. weavers family thinks i'm crazy but hey, wats new? around 8:00 we got ready and went to the florence fireworks. we met up with chris and danny . then on the way home we dropped off chris and then we drove down by the river and then went to mcdonalds and then went back to weavers house ate and chilled til about 12 and finally went home.
on sunday i went tanning for awhile and fell asleep in the pool... then after dinner i went to weavers house for an hour or so...
on monday i went out with my grandmother all day, came home and had a very depressing conversation online, ate dinner, went on a walk with weaver, then came back to my house til about 11?
on tuesday i was at weavers house like all day. we tanned and chilled, then i went to karate and then came home and quick got ready and went to chris rullis house =) with weaver. we watched boogeyman, it was a good movie. got scared a bit but thats ok. then we attempted to play ping pong, and then we just hung out, trying to scare eachother. it was fun.. my mom picked us up round 11:15.
on wednesday, i went to vals house for a few hours, then hung out with weaver til 10ish.
on Thursday, I slept til about 11, then just laid around all day watching tv. Then went to karate then after karate a bunch of people went out for pizza. It was very yummy and fun. Got home after 10 and was in a bad mood for the rest of the night.
Today I went to a hip specialist. I got x-rays done, an mri, and a bunch of other tests done. I was there for over 3 HOURS! Omg it was hell. Then I came home and went to weavers house then to soccer and now I’m here waiting for cory to come and pick me up then going to ~~niki’s goodbye party.~~ . last time I’m gonna see her before she moves =( then I have soccer at 8 IN THE MORNING!! So that shall be fun.

My birthday is in 10 days
I’m actually excited this year for my birthday.

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summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-07-03T10:11:00

2005-07-03T14:12:21Z

But he gave me the best cd I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
.....about me and him <3

lets see.. the past 2 weeks… hmmm…

weaver, britt, and val came over my house to make shirts and swam and ate and all

then next day we all went to six flags and went to THE CLICK FIVE concert and jeese mccartney. We sat in the parking lot for over an hour cuz of traffic. It was hell. Lol.. got home round midnight from that.

Hung out with weaver A LOT

Went to vals house instead of going to hurricane harbor. My mom is a bitch sometimes…

Spent a whole day with my grandma

Went shopping 2 days and got stuff

Went to my grandmas house for a get together with all my family from ny (my grandmas sisters family) weaver came with me. We met JACK! haha

And yesterday I went to the mall with weaver, val, and britt. We walked over to dicks, target, kohls, then walked back to the mall. Then got picked up by mr. boyle. Dropped britt off at her house, then val and weaver came to my house.. we were in the pool for a while. Then we ate, then we chilled listening to music… trying to find a damn song! Haha. Then we went to go to fireworks in mt holly.. but lets not get into that.. we ended up going to the evesham fireworks.. go figure.

A- Age you got your first kiss: 13

B - Band listening to right now: the click five

C - Crush: -----

D - Dad's name: garry

E - Easiest person to talk to: weaver, val, britt, & pete

F - Favorite bands at the moment: click 5, simple plan, GC, yellowcard

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: worms

H - Hometown: burlington

I - Instruments: 0

J - Junior High: Thomas O. Hopkins

K - Kids: later in life

L - Longest car ride ever: here to florida…

M - Mom's name: robin

N - Nicknames: tor, mashed potatos

O - One wish: to find true love and live happily ever after

P - PHOBIAS: ducks, sharks, burning to death

Q - Quote: "Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise. you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the hell did I jump? But here I am falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly... is you.” -Hitch

R - Reason to smile: my friends, pictures, and memories

S - Song you sang last: Say Goodnight- Click 5

T - Time you woke up [today]: 8:30?

U - Unknown fact about me: I have a disease in my hip called terecialpercitis (sp)

V - Vegetable you love: brocolli

W - Worst habit(s): alot

X - X-rays you've had: wrist, foot, and about 43564354356 on my hip

Y - Yummy food: pizza

Z - Zodiac sign: leo

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playlist

2005-06-25T00:45:05Z

The Rules.
1) On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first fifteen to twenty songs on the list.
2) Write down the first line of the song.
3) Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs. (Don't Cheat!)
4) When someone guesses correctly, strike out the line and list the correct name of the song next to it.

The Songs.

~~1.) Imagine me and you, I do~~ (Happy Together- simple plan/or The turtles)
~~2.) Elvis was a coola shaker~~ (The Lady is a Vamp- Spice Girls)
~~3.) I don’t wanna meet your dad~~ (nexy ex-girlfriend- bowling for soup)
~~4.) Love is blind, as far as the eye can see~~ (Too Much- Spice Girls)
5.) this song goes out to all my good friends
6.) Her finger traced I love you
7.) I wanna wake up in your arms
8.) sha la la la la la la uh huh (lol)
~~9.) you just walked in, I make you smile~~ (Stop [Right Now]-Spice Girls)
10.) she said she needed a break
~~11.) if you can’t dance, if you can’t dance~~ (If you can’t dance- spice girls)
12.) Well, it was ugly, but we made it this far
~~13.) there you go, you’re always so right~~ (shut up! - simple plan)
~~14.) I'm waking up and bakin'~~ (Life after Lisa- Bowling for soup)
~~15.) I lost myself at your show last night~~ (pop princess- the click five)
16.) it wasn’t suppose to be like this
~~17.) Treat me right, all night,~~ (Last time lover – spice girls)
~~18.) La La La La La La La La La~~ (Spice up your life- spice girls)
~~19.) someone get the medic, cuz I think she’s gonna strike again~~ (down for the count- bowling for soup)
~~20.) you and I, we never had it easy baby~~ (i'll take my chances with you- the click five)

the shuffle on my playlist is horrible
it barely moved....

summer '05

2005-06-19T20:56:27Z

Haven’t updated in a while…
Summer has started and it has been GREAT!
But lets back it up a bit….

Last weekend I had a soccer tournament. We ended up losing all 3 games… oh well I guess… wasn’t the way I wanted to end the season, but we still had a perfect season…. On Sunday I was suppose to have people over, but that didn’t happen. So me and weaver went swimming for a little bit, then ate, then met up with harry at skimmer. chilled there for a little while, then we met up with pete at Stewarts. Then we went back to skimmer for a little bit and then me and weaver had to head home so they rode back to our house with us. Then we chilled outside for a bit, and
went in round 9.

On Monday was school. Last full day of school actually. I went shopping with weaver and her mom afterwards and got Val’s birthday stuff =) we got her 5 balloons, a crown, and a badge thinger. Went back to weaver house for a bit. Then came home and ate, then went swimming with weaver and her sister. Then they left round 7:30? I came inside and studied. And went to bed.

On Tuesday. day 1 of finals. decorated val’s locker and gave her all her stuff… had my art & Spanish 2. final. Art was soooo easy, Spanish was ok. Got home round 11:30. then I went out shopping with my mom all afternoon. Then came home and got ready for karate. Then after karate I quick changed and headed to PETE’S HOUSE. Weaver, harry, and danny were already there. So we chilled for awhile, then went and played tennis, then came back to his house and ate pizza and chilled til about 9:30 wen my mom came and picked us up. Came home and studied for English.

On Wednesday. day 2 of finals. Val brought me in balloons for my birthday. A whole MONTH AND A HALF EARLY! God I love that girl. Lol. So I only had my enlgish final so i got out at 9:15ish. Grandma weaver picked me, weaver, and val up and headed to my house. I ended up running out with ym mom for a bit so weaver and chilled at weavers house. Then they came over and so did harry and pete. So we were in the pool for a while, then we ate, then played poker, and chilled. Harry and pete left around 4. so me, val and weaver got back in the pool for awhile. Then we rode our bikes to stewarts since harry and pete were both working. So we were there for a bit. Then rode home, and vals mom picked her up around 8:30. the I went shopping with weaver and her dad and Rachel. Haha. Following HIM through target. Good times <3. then got home round 10 and showered, and watched tv and stuff…

Thursday wasn’t gonna go to school, but decided to go. So I went. Sat in the back gym the whole time. Said goodbye to pete =( I miss him so freaking much then went to vals house. Rode home on her bus, went for a walk with weaver, val, kels, and Kristen. Then went back to vals house and chilled til about 2 wen my mom came. Went shopping with her. Then came home and chilled and got ready for my brothers graduation I can’t believe he graduating, I hate to say this but, I really am gonna miss him… then afterwards went out to eat with weaver, mom, dad, and grandma. Came home round 10 and I showered and bummed it the rest of the night.

On Friday was out with my mom for almost all day. Round 3 went over to weaver for a couple hours. Came home and ate nad eventually showered and got ready and packed and all that good stuff for VAL’S BIRTHDAY PARTY! Omg, so much fun! It was only me, val, weaver, and britt. But it was crazy. We slept over, basically talked all nite with my questions! Haha. Then we got up round 10 the next morning and went on the trampoline and then got all dolled up and left around 12:30 for lunch at Bertucci’s. TODD THE WAITER ;) lmao! Then we walked over the moorsetown mall and we had like 3 hours to kill to our movie. So we had a little “adventure” haha. So then we went and saw SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING PANTS. amazing movie it wasn’t suppose to be sad, but we all cried.. but I had other reasons to anyway… so after that we decided to have our own symbolic thing of our friendship like that pants, so we all pitched in and bought a cute bracelet. Then val’s mom picked us up and we went back to her house and jumped on her new trampoline. Then mrs boyle took us home around 9:30. 24 HOURS WITH MY 3 FAVORITE LADIES <3333

today watched movies all day and slept.

So far summer ’05 has been really fun. Hopefully it will continue…

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i'm not suppose to miss him this much...

long update...

2005-06-05T21:04:07Z

AND WHEN THE RADIO DIES;
WILL YOU SING FOR ME

i haven't updated in a really long time
not much has been happening lately, this
weekend was on the funner side i guess.
as well as last weekend...

last weekend was the memorial day soccer tournament.
we won out first game, then lost the second too. we
did worse then wat we all expected, but oh well i guess
wat are we gonna do about it now. on saturday before my game,
i hung out with pete for a little bit. then i came home
and got ready and went to the fields. thought everything
was gonna be cancelled cuz there was a tornado warning
and the field were evacuated, but after a 55 minute
delay, everything started up agian. after that game,
we won 3-0 i belive, me, britt, and weaver got some grub,
and we watched some boys games and had a very nice, long ass talk.
it felt great to talk to britt again.... at 10 mrs. berger came
and picked us up and i came home and talked on the computer
and did some reading and stuff. went to bed at about 2. sunday,
my first game was at 1:45, i forget the score of that game,
but after that, me, weaver and britt hung out at the fields.
we attempted to lay down and tan, but ended up playing soccer
with hernan and talked. then my other game at 5:30. we lost that and
again i forget the score. but a bunch of people came to watch
so afterwards i hung out with pete, danny, val, and weaver.
well val and weaver left me with pete and danny for awhile.
then we all met back up agian and we played football. it was
SO much fun. except wen pete elbowed me in the face, that hurt,
but i did get him back =) lol. then we got picked up at 10. and i
talked online and read til about 2 once again. then on monday
i basically just chilled around the house all day.

then this week, school was ok i guess. nothing special.

on friday night i went to the phillies game. it got rained out.
but i still had fun boy scouting with val and weaver. plus, tiki
follwed us around the whole nite. and val walked into the guys
bathroom...FUNNIEST THING EVER!!! and then tiki ooped the girls
bathroom door! so despite getting soaked, i had a lot of laughs and
a lot of fun. on the way home, me, weaver, and val made plans to
hang at weavers house. so i figured i'd go hhome and chagne and go
to weavers hosue. but that didnt happen. my mom locked me out
of the house!!! lol. so yea, we sorted that out and i stayed at
weavers house til 12 then came home and talked to pete on the phone
for awhile, then went to bed. saturday. cleaned my entire room.
got rid of a bunch of stuff. then chilled for a while, showered and got
ready and ent to PETES house with weaver and danny. was very fun.
played basketball, me and pete won =), then went inside and watched tv,
chilled and ate, and played poker. got picked up at 9. then came
home and was outside on my front porch with weaver... umm yea...
stuff happened...dont want to explain... little after 11 i had to
go inside so weaver left and i showered and just sat up like for 3
hours thinking.... today, woke up round 9 and cleaned
some more, then went to my grandmas house where i fell asleep
for like 2 hours on her new recliner, massage chair thing.
it felt sooo good. and now i'm here, bored, talking to people...

only 8 more days of school ( i dont have to go on the
16th cuz i have gym 7th block)
only 11 more days til pete leaves for greece for the whole summer =(
and 7 days til chris rulli moves back =)

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summerland petition

2005-05-22T14:10:04Z

This is a petition to stop WB17 from taking the show SUMMERLAND off the air. Even if you do not watch this show, please sign this. A lot of people do love this show and watch it so please just sign it. It will take 2 minutes!!!

http://www.petitiononline.com/summerla/petition.html

summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-05-17T16:41:00

2005-05-17T20:41:04Z

new layout
check it out <33</center

summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-05-15T21:38:00

2005-05-16T01:54:54Z

no one can find the rewind button now...

well this weekend went by fast.
it was ok for the most part.
friday was a half day. so that was a plus.
afterward, i hung out with pete.
we met up at sylan lake, then walked to 7-11
was very fun. good timessss <3333
then i came home and got ready and went to the promenade.
everyone looked absolutly gorgeous!!
then i went out to dinner with my mom and grandma.
it was ok i guess...
then i came home and just watched tv and stuff.
then eventually went to bed around 2 i think?
then saturday i woke upa dn got ready and went to six flags.
it was extremly crowded and none of us felt like waiting in line
so we just mostly walked around and stuff.
got burnt, so should be getting tan =) always a plus.
then i came home and just chilled and watnot.
at like 8, travis and stef got pizza.
then i was gonna go to the movies, but that didn't work.
so i had a movie nite at home... by myself.
went to bed round 3.
then today i woke up and helped my mom clean.
then i had a game in marlton at 2:10.
we won 2-1. 7 and 0 ladies <3333.
so that was good. then i came home and i had a bunch of stuff to do.
so i did all that. and now its almost 10 and i still haven't even done
half of my english essay thing for tomoro. so i better get started on that.

only 20 something days left of school =)
i'm excited about summer for some reason..
then not excited for other reasons...
we'll see how it goes....

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summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-05-06T19:57:00

2005-05-06T23:57:02Z

And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you <33

Wow. Its been almost 2 weeks since my last update.
New record for me?

Nothing has been happening really.
I am sick of school and cant wait til summer
I’m sick of the work, sick of going everyday
And most importantly… sick of the people.
That sounds real nice doesn’t it?

Last week was fun however.
I went to six flags with val on Saturday
I got my season pass and
we also went to the bowling for soup concert.
While we got completely soaked due to the rain.
Then that night I went to elisa’s house and she had a sleepover
It was suppose to be a camp out but due the rain we couldn’t go outside
But that didn’t stop us from making a camp fire.
No it didn’t. 2 o clock in the morning and we are outside
Making a fire IN THE MIDDLE OF HER YARD.
It was really great.
We went to bed at like 5? And woke up at like 9?
I got picked up at 11. was going to go to my game
But I came home and I ~~threw up~~. and had a fever.
So I slept alllll day. (but we still won. Good job girls!!! First place!!)

This week went by fast. Which is good.
Cuz school has just been a drag for me lately.
But we only have wat.. like 6 weeks left?
So that’s not all that bad.
I’m really looking forward to summer
Eventho I’ll probably be sitting home must of it
But its better then going to school
And dealing with all the ~~damn drama~~.

So I don’t know what else to write…

Oh yea.. I got a myspace. So add me.

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note to self: I miss you terribly

summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-04-18T17:58:00

2005-04-18T21:56:01Z

♥They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side♥

the rest of the week was ok I guess. Friday was was out shopping all night. Only got one outfit… but that’s ok.

then Saturday was
ELISA’S QUINCE!!!

omg it was so amazing!
That morning I got my hair and nails done. My hair actually was curly! I was happy. Haha. Then round 2:15 headed to elisa’s house. Everyone got there and we took pictures and watnot. Then we headed to the church. Elisa became a child of god. Lol. Then we went back to her house and chilled and ate for like an hour? Then the hummer stretch! came and picked us up. so we took more pictures. Then we went to the hall to practice the dance for a little. Then we basically just rode around and sat & enjoyed the hummer. Then round 7:30 we got out and we were announced and we walked in and we did the dance and then the party started. It was so nice. It was like a mini wedding. The slideshow elisa’s dad put together was cute and the father/daughter dance and then shoe/slipper ceremony then wen her parents talked… I have to admit I got choked up. haha. Then we all just hung out and ate cake! (which looked oh so pretty) and just had a great time. HOT GUY AT TABLE 8 haha. Love you all.

And I just wanted to tell elisa once again thank you for asking me to be in your court. It really meant a lot to me. Love you!

Here are some pictures from the quince. Some are mine. And some are from other people so sorry for doubles and sorry for some being sideways and big....

me before

and again

that was my hair!
Look at the curls!!!!

Mis Quince

the girls

the guys

everyone

elisa’s mom putting her tiara on

elisa at the alter

and again

elisa

hummer stretch!

the interior

everyone outside the hummer

elisa, kyle, mikela***

elisa

elisa and kyle

me and Amanda

me and travis

steph, Danielle, me

travis

steph and mort

travis and Danielle

Sandra and earl

Amanda and craig

me and lee

elisa and kyle

Mariah and billy

me and elisa

mort and elisa

steph and Sandra

Amanda and Mariah

the cake

and one last time…
mis quince

Then yesterday I had a game at cape express. We won 1-0. they were the team that was tied for first place with us. So we are now in first place. Yay! And the drive was like 2 hours so that was wat I did all day. However, em and my mom went to atlantic city after the game.

Then today. went by pretty fast. art was boring as usual. Except I found out I cannot draw a palm tree for my life. English. took the survey for 9th graders. Spanish. worked on my project with val. sre did espanol hw lunch. ok I guess. gym. walked the track the whole time. And found out I’m a cucumber. Lmao!

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summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-04-11T19:29:00

2005-04-11T23:24:47Z

you can tell a lot about a person's character
by what they laugh at

Well this week went by fairly quick I guesss…

Tuesday school… then came home and took a nap cuz I didn’t feel good, then went to karate… then home and watched tv and went to sleep.

Wednesday. school. Then came home and tae came over for awhile.. then we went and got something to eat.. then came home and got ready and went to soccer practice

Thursday. school. Then came home and chilled ofr a little bit then I went to the schoola dn watched the freshmen baseball game. they lost like 20-0 =( then my mom picked me up and went to karate and came home and showered, watched tv

Friday. school. Then came home and chilled for awhile.. then tae came over.. with a pizza =) and we talked to my mom for awhile.. then just hung out and watched tv and stuff

Saturday. was out almost all day with my mom and grandma shopping and watnot.. and I didn’t get one thing.. which suxed.. but o well..

Sunday. busy day.. worked on something all morning.. which I have to redo once again. Then I got ready and elisa picked me up and we went to get our pedicures =) then I left for my game.. we won 5-1. it was a physical game.. which was fun! haha. Then I came home and showered and went to elisa’s house to learn the dance.. then didn’t get home til like 8 something? I donno. I was tired so I showered again then watched tv and then laid down and I was out in like an hour

today. first block art.. did nothing.. wats new? second block. English.. worked on our outlines three/four block Spanish… it was.. interesting… CINCO DE MAYO haha. fifth sre… uhhh talked? sixth. lunch… ok I guess seventh gym.. went in the weightroom… then we got out at 1:00 which was good… so I’ve just been sitting here doing nothing ever since

summerland is on for 2 hours tonite!
But it’s the season finale…

ELISA’S QUINCENERA IS IN 5 DAYS!!!.
I’m excited about it. It’s gonna be a lot of fun.

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summ3rgurlxo @ 2005-04-04T18:54:00

2005-04-04T23:09:35Z

so i was going do this quiz thingy.. but then i decided to update on the past wat? like 2 days? cuz i'm really bored and i dont feel like finding statistics for english class. so yea. lets see

sunday. i woke up and cleaned and stuff. then i got reayd and went shopping. i got 2 bathing suits. i am sooo ready for summer. then me and my mom went to rowan. but we got lost and almost ended up being late for my soccer game in vineland.. but i wasn't. so we played our game. it was so freaking windy!!! u have no idea. no matter where u kicked the ball, it ended up going all the way across the field. it was crazy. but we did win 1-0. thanks to the girl on the other team. so that was good. so me and my mom went back to rowan on the way home.. got lost once again. that campus is confusing! but we realized that it is just one big circle. haha. so we got home round 6? so i took a shower, ate, and just chilled and watched tv all nite.

today. first day back from spring back. it suxed... first. which is art. we did nothing.. as usual. except the teacher almost hit me with a bunch of papers. that lady is so gay. second. english.. went to the library and talked to val and hernan the whole time. three/four. spanish. gay as usual. lunch & sre. the same... pretty boring. seventh. gym.. ran outside for a while with hernan and jimmy. then came in half way thorugh and was in the weight room. then i came home and watched the PHILLIES SEASON OPENER!!! they won 8-4. and pat burrell had an AMAZING game.

so thats it...
and heres the quiz.

(x) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
(x) seen a shooting star
( ) been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) had a serious surgery
( ) taken a shower with a member of the same sex
(x) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x) made out in an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(x) kicked a guy where it hurts
( ) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(x) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) had sex
(x) given someone a bruise
( ) skinny-dipped
( ) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
(x) had oral surgery
( ) seen a therapist
( ) done the splits
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) stole something from your job
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) been walked in on while have sex
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
( ) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
(x) kissed your cousin
( ) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a concert
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
( ) been in an abusive relationship
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
( ) had oral sex
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
( ) been kicked out of college
(x) ruined what could have been a great thing

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