[Monday February 19 @ 05:15 pm ] wrote this about my grandfather who passed away 9 years ago and i still miss him very much. ( this & REQUEST ) post comment

[Thursday November 23 @ 12:40 pm ] for my friends for christmas i was thinking about printing out a photo of all of us, like an 8x10, and then cutting it up and making it into little pieces like a puzzle and then put it in an envolope and make it pretty and stuff but i wanted a quote for it... i came up with this... When life gets hard & confusing Friends fill in the missing pieces but i was wondering if anyone could think of something else... something better, lol. just about friends and "puzzle" type things like the pieces and stuff. thanks!!! ( quotes for you ) post comment

[Wednesday September 06 @ 01:25 am ] If I only knew what was on your mind, Maybe then I wouldn’t second guess myself. If I only knew how you felt about me, Maybe then I could move on or move forward. If only you would stop playing with my emotions, Maybe then I could stop thinking about you.   That quote right there pretty much summarizes what I have been dealing with for the past 7 months, the last time that I updated. It has just been going around in circles and I’ve been sucked in, pushed away, torn, confused, happy, sad, whatever. It’s been hard but I can’t help it. Over the past 7 months I have learned something. And that is, is that the old saying goes, “You can’t control you’re heart” or whatever it is. It’s true. No matter what you do or what you try… it doesn’t work because the second that person comes back or says one word or you see him for 2 seconds, you’re right where you started even after everything that has happened or all the shit he’s put you through. It’s bad hard, but don’t get me wrong, we’ve had our good times. And I love them…   Through this whole thing, and not being able to control emotions or anything, I am a little disappointed with myself. I was infact pushed to my limit back in july. And I told you exactly how I felt and what was going on. I gave him the option of what he wanted to do, but I said it had to be one or the other, nothing inbetween cause that was what was hurting me. We went for a couple of weeks of not talking, I never received an answer but I took your silence as the choice I was hoping it wouldn’t be. so during that time I told myself it was completely over and I wasn’t going to let anything change my mind. I tried to make myself believe that I was through with it all, but deep down I knew that wasn’t going to happen because I fell hard, real hard. Harder than I’ve ever fallen. But on my birthday you finally said something to me and there we go again, back to waiting, and wishing, and hoping and getting my hopes up. And here we are, the beginning of September and 7 months later, still dealing with all of the same stuff. Still not being able to control how I feel… never will I be able to control that. and it sucks. Because I’m stuck on him…   Another thing that I learned, mostly over the summer. Is you cant really trust anyone. And I swear this should be a known fact… EVERYONE TALKS ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE BEHIND EACHOTHERS BACK. So therefore, I hate when girls start this whole big ordeal when they hear when fricken sally said something about bonnie, when bonnie was talking shit about sally 2 days ago… people don’t realize that and it bothers me…   Ok.. so I think that’s enough ranting for right now. School starts tomorrow. I’m actually not too upset its starting. Once soccer starts, you just kind of are waiting for school to start, so whatever. We’re juniors… most important year… what funnnnn.   I’ll update again… probably soon. Comment if you read this so I know I just wasn’t talking to myself… 1 post comment

[Wednesday February 01 @ 06:18 pm ] Welcome to reality ; where your feelings never matter   so the first semester is finally over, I didn’t like it that much. Lunch was okay, it used to be better, but then again everything used to be better. Now life basically sucks and I hate it sometimes. The only part that’s good are the friends who I still have. I admit I have been being a bitch lately, but these people or person or whatever deserved it. but it doesn’t matter anymore because we don’t even speak and I could care less because they are an asshole now and I’m glad we don’t talk anymore.   So tomorrow is second semester, I have humanities, chemistry and parenting/human behavior. Eventhough I have humanities and I’m going to have a shitload of projects and work to do I’m glad to get rid of 1st semester, it was starting to be hell, but so will this semester probably, I just need a change I guess. Plus I’m playing soccer in the spring and still going to karate where I’m teaching a lot and I enjoy it cause I was starting to lose interest in it for awhile and plus I’m going to weight room whenever I can. So I’m staying busy.   The past weekend was pretty nice, Friday night I went to a concert, Saturday I was out all day then went to the movies Saturday night. Sunday I went to Rowan and visited my brother with my parents and went out to lunch down there, it was nice. Monday after taking my pre-calc final and getting home at 9:30 me and weaver went to olive garden for lunch, best restaurant ever, and hten Moorestown mall and I got a shirt from AE. Then since it was fricken 60 degrees out me and her went on a walk, then chilled at her house, then went car shopping with her parents where we took a little drive in a mustang convertible, my dream car. It was so much fun, convertible ride in januaury, you know how we do. Then on Tuesday I went to the movies after my lab bio final and getting home at 9:30 once again. So it was fun. Then today, no school, spend the day at the hospital, so not that great.   Well now that I did my like annual month- 2 month update.. I’m gonna go take a shower and relax and stuff.   A comment or two would be nice <3 3 post comment

winter break 05' [Monday January 02 @ 11:21 am ] There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your hearts desire, the other is to gain it.. So break is basically over. For the most part is was ok. I regret some things that happened but you always do things in life in which you regret or something you could take back or do differently. That’s life. And then there are some things in life in which are perfect, however they always seem to change and in the end nothing is perfect, at least that’s how it is with me. This break I learned about myself and other people and that you just need to take chances in life and you can’t look back. Just go and give it your all. No matter what your doing, you’ll learn who your true friends are and who’s got your back the whole way. And also who you support fully. Of course there will be the dark days and ones that aren’t so bad, but you get through them and learn from every experience. No matter what it entails, there will always be some happiness, some hurt, some sadness, some cruelness and so many other things, but that’s life and you just have to go along with it, somewhere down the line things will change and get better… but only to get worse again. Life is a never ending cycle and you can’t stop it. So live life to the fullest, laugh as much as you can, sing even if you can’t, dance when you want, act like an idiot with your friends, love as much as you can and when life throws a curveball, deal with it, wallow, do whatever you got to do, to get back on that road.. the road of life. Ok.. enough of my thoughts, this break wasn’t too bad. I chilled at home a lot, watching my one tree hill seasons that I got for Christmas, I LOVE that show.. I hung out with weaver a lot, spent a day with my mom, out to lunch and the movies, went shopping, went to olive garden 2 times, spent time with my grandma, spent time with cory, visited niki in new york to see how she was after her accident. Went to ali’s new years party and just relaxed and didn’t work on any of my projects that I have =) So now I think I’ll attempt to start on them. ♥ post comment

the holidays... [Saturday December 24 @ 09:41 am ] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | don't forget about us- mariah carey ] Well its been awhile since the last time I updated, don’t really know what to update you all on… it’s Christmas eve, but I’m not excited for the holidays, I was really excited.. until Monday happened, now I just want them to be over with. The only thing I want for Christmas is for him to come back to me.. but he’s not going to… he’s going to change and forget about who he’s close to now.. or he will come back, but what are the chances of that? i have no luck in the world so I doubt he will.. or if he does, how long will it be? I want to wait cause I don’t want to lose him, but I’m afraid I already am… and it sucks. I could go on rambling about this for hours, but I’m not going to. Tomorrow’s Christmas and its going to suck. I cant even open up any of my presents til like 4 in the afternoon cause my brother works from 7-3pm.. so it wont even feel like Christmas. You’re supposed to get up and open your presents and relax all day and just chill with family. But no holiday is ever normal in my house, at least not for the past 8 years…it all started when we spent Christmas day in the hospital and ever day of Christmas break in the hospital with my grandfather. We even brought him in a little foot sized tree and decorated it for him and brought him his presents. We bought him an eagles jacket, he LOVED the eagles, too bad he never got to wear it… I just don’t have the holiday spirit, I think its from my parents, I had to beg my parents to put up a tree, we finally put it up Wednesday night. and I bet my mom will take it down Monday morning, the day after Christmas cause she hates the holidays… This is sorta a pointless update, but I just felt like writing, so whatever. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE <3 5 post comment

so come a little closer, baby [Sunday November 20 @ 09:11 pm ] I haven’t updated this thing in FOREVER. I come on here to read other peoples but never update mine. But finally I am. Umm nothing too exciting in my life. school is pretty gay if u ask me. I only like gym and lunch and sre. I have been sick for the past week so it sucks, hopefully I’ll be better soon. Karate is the norm, I don’t do nothing except teach the little kids, fun fun Me and chris are still together, almost 3 months =) This weekend was ok I guess, ushered at the play on Saturday and Sunday with chris and eobstel Went to the movies on Saturday with weaver, chris and eobstel This week is an easy week, whole day Monday, 1:00 day Tuesday, and half day on Wednesday Wednesday afternoon I plan on spending with my boyfriend <3 Then Thursday is thanksgiving Friday I always go out with my mom, it’s a tradition And sometime this weekend we’ll be celebrating my brothers 19th birthday which is on Monday (damn he’s getting old, haha) So it should be an ok weekend. And I have nothing else to write about so heres a survery thinger ♥ ( ”the ) 4 post comment

[Sunday October 02 @ 10:02 am ] You are my only one ♥ So for the past 2 weeks, I have been some wat busy which is good because I hate sitting at home being bored. So lets start with what I remember from last week… I believe I had a soccer game on Tuesday at green acres then stayed for the girls night game, and another game on Thursday but I don’t really remember. However, I do remember going to chris’s house on Friday night and then on Saturday I went to the mall with weaver and I got a shirt for MORP, but that got postponed, and ideas for my moms birthday present. Then on Sunday I went to SIX FLAGS with weaver, chris, danny, and vj. It was fun, got on rides and just hung out. Then when I got home I went out with my dad for awhile. Then this week went by fast, well for me it did. We had a game on Monday, in which we lost, a game on Tuesday and we lost and went right to karate afterwards and I was freaking pissed after that game, and then on Wednesday just had practice. Thursday we got out at 1 =) but my game got cancelled so me and weaver went to her grandma’s house for about an hour then picked her sister up and came home where I chilled and ate dinner for awhile then went to the boys varsity game with a few people and got to watch chris <3 play. Then on Friday after practice, I wasn’t gonna go out since it was my moms birthday but she told me she didn’t care so I went to the movies with with some people (me, weaver, chris, chris eobstel, tony, Kristen, and vj). We saw into the blue which was pretty good and then Mrs. Weaver picked us up and dropped chris off and I came home and watched movies til about 2 and then I fell sleep. Saturday I woke up and cleaned and then I went to the football game. Met up with ali, chris and tony, but ali and Tony had to leave so it was me and chris for awhile. We won tho so that’s good and then mrs weaver picked me and weaver up and I came home, ate dinner, and got mad at my mom for not letting me go to chris’s house so I was pretty pissed but then we came up with the idea to go play manhunt in bridal club. So me, weaver and chris meet up with chris eobstel and vj and eventually bobby and Kristen and we attempted to play manhunt but it didn’t work out to well so we only played like 2 or 3 games? But it was still fun nonetheless. Got picked up at 11 and came home and crashed around 12:30. Comenttttt ♥ ♥ when I’m with you, the only thing I want to be is closer 2 post comment

[Sunday September 18 @ 05:05 pm ] [ mood | happy ] [ music | always be my baby -mariah carey ] you’ll always be my baby <3 Alright so another week of school. It still ok I guess. My classes just aren’t as fun and exciting as last years classes. I think that’s why I’m so bored during the day… But this week did go by fairly fast. Monday I had practice after school. And then on Tuesday I felt like shit for the most part of the day and I had a game against holy cross… we lost 3-1, we didn’t play that great at all, so it was a pretty bad game. Then I had to go to karate, so that sucked. Then on Wednesday after school I had a student government meeting, so me and colleen were late to practice but we didn’t mind since it was POURING outside. But we only missed like 15 minutes, so that kinda sucked since we wanted to miss more of it due to the rain. So we practice outside in the pouring rain and I already was getting sick so that made me more sick. So I went to bed early that night. Then on Thursday I had a game after school against Delran. We lost 2-0 but we played A LOT better then on Tuesday so it was a good game. Then I came home and quick showered and got ready and then went back to school to help out at back to school night. I was with colleen all night, just wondering around the school and talking and all. Then on Friday after school we had our first away game at PAUL VI. We lost 1-0 but we played even better then we did on Thursday, just couldn’t score. so then we watched the rest of the varsity game then headed home where I was suppose to eat and get ready then go to chris’s house but my mom wouldn’t let me… so I just sat around all night. Then on Saturday I woke up and got ready and went out with my mom, then met britt at the boys varsity game and watched chris play =) then weavers dad took me and weaver to target to buy baby presents, so we bought that then I came home for like 20 minutes then went to a weaver family party. Then round 5 we went to chris’s house where we chilled til about 10:30ish. Then we came home and I watched tv til about 1. then today I woke up and cleaned my room then got ready and was out all day with my mom, then I came home and watched the eagles win =) and set up my new cell phone. And now I’m here suppose to be doing my homework but of course I’m not… Commentttt ♥ post comment

back to school... [Sunday September 11 @ 12:36 pm ] [ mood | happy ] [ music | be my escape- relient k ] so school has stared. it is alright i guess.. i just reember last year ebing so exciting and this year i must say is boring and sucks so far. i just don't think this year is gonna be as fun as last year. eventhough there was drama and fights and whatnot, last year was still really fun. so we'll see... my classes are ok i guess... first block i have spanish 3 in which theres like no one in there so i talk to jlo and thats about it... second block i have pre-calc in which danielle and harry are in there. three/four block i have gym which is the BEST! mrs. (or is it miss?) ray asked me and ali who we wanted in our class so we listed a bunch of people and they are all in there so its gonna be so much fun. its me, ali, kels, jess, chris rulli, chris eobstel, alexa.. and i dont even know who else, but its gonna be fun. fifth period i have lunch and at my table is me, chris rulli, colleen, jess, danille, measey, veronica, and melissa. so its fun. sicth is sre in which i dont like so hopefully i'll be going to danielle's and chris's sre for most of this semester. and seventh block i have lab bio and i talk to hannah. so some classes i like, others i dont. but all in all its ok. we had our first game on friday. but before that we had a pizza party since our game wasn't until 5:00. however we lost 2-1. we should have tied but the refs are assholes and they scored the last goal when we were down 2 players cuz of 2 yellow cards. bullshit calls may i add. but i scored our goal =) then after our game i came home and took a very fast shower and went to green acres for the girls varsity game in which i hung out with, chris, ali, bryan, kels, jeff, and britt. township lost 6-0 tho, so that was not good at all... then after htat we all went in the harris van and went to the rest of the football game in whihc i hung out with a lot of people. and we lost so that wasn't too good either. then after that i got a ride home with my brother and i crashed around 2? saturday we had another game at 12:00. we won 1-0 which was good. chris came and watched me play =) then i just bummed it all afternoon, i was very tired so i took a nap and i just watched tv and stuff... then round 5:30 the rulli's picked me up and we went to the phillies game. it was fun eventho the phillies lost 7-6. but i had a greatttt time with chris =) so it was fun. goit home round 11:30 and was passed out by 12 and today i'm going to take my brother back to rowan and i have homework to do and i need to get new cleats and some other stuff... and i did not intend on this entry being this long, so i'm gonna go commentttt ♥ post comment

[Wednesday September 07 @ 08:50 pm ] summer has come and passed The innocent can never last Wake me up, when September ends… Well I havent updated in like a month. Not too much has been going on. My summer ended about 3 weeks ago due to soccer. I had holy cross camp, then hell week, then a continuation of pre-season. Soccer is going well I must say. We had 3 scrimmages and we won 2 and lost 1. I scored 2 goals so far this season =) and I love the team, and the coach, so I’m excited for the season. Since soccer takes up my whole life it seems like anymore, I’ve been trying to squeeze things in to do after and on weekends. I hang out with weaver whenever I can My brother left for college Pete came home from Greece =) Me and weaver threw danny a surprise party since we missed his real party I hung out with weaver, danny and Chris at dannys house a few weekends ago And I’ve been going to karate wenever I can… So today.. the last day of summer… I went out to lunch with chris at the mall, then went to the student government meeting and then soccer practice 2:30-4:30… and then I came home, showered, and got my hair cut and have just been chilling… not looking forward to tomorrow… but oh well I guess… Commentttttt ♥ ps- as of Friday, me and chris rulli go out =) 2 post comment

scheldule... [Friday August 12 @ 01:55 pm ] heres my scheldule let me know if u have any classes with me. First Semester first block Spanish III ; McHugh second block Pre-Calculus ; Milanes third/fourth block Gym/Drivers Ed fifth/sixth block lunch/sre seventh block Lab Bio 1 ; Lee Second Semester first block Hum/Enr Us Hist II ; Robinson second block Hum/Enr Eng II ; Threadgill third/fourth block Lunch/Sre fifth/sixth block Amer/pop/cult ; Robinson (quarter 3) Sociology ; Vizzacco (quarter 4) seventh block AC Hum/Beh/Dev ; Pires (quarter 3) AC Parenting ; Pires (quarter 4) COMMENT!!! 4 post comment

[Tuesday August 02 @ 04:16 pm ] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | sugar we're going down - fall out boy ] Some days I make it through, and then there’s nights that seem to never end its been awhile since I last updated. Since then I have… - turned 15 - went to a toby keith concert - had people over for my birthday - went to six flags with weaver, val, and danny - went to vals a couple times probably - hang out with weaver multiple times each week - got a pretty decent tan - went to the doctors & hip specialist - got my hair cut (it is too short…) - went to LBI overnight with weaver, chris, and Christian (A LOT of fun) - went shopping - got a lot of money.. so even more shopping - continued to miss someone - got in MANY fights with my mom - been really worried about my mom - spent time with my brother and I think that’s about it… can’t really think of anything else. And I’m really bored so ( ”here” ) Commentttt ♥ 8 post comment

[Friday July 15 @ 08:59 pm ] [ mood | sad ] [ music | until we meet again- bandcamp ] we're sleeping late, but we're not lazy getting older, but we're still crazy so glad that i have these friends of mine lets see... this past weekend was fun, well at least saturday was. i went to rachels birthday party (weavers little sister) and val and britt came as well. it was fun. weavers family thinks i'm crazy but hey, wats new? around 8:00 we got ready and went to the florence fireworks. we met up with chris and danny . then on the way home we dropped off chris and then we drove down by the river and then went to mcdonalds and then went back to weavers house ate and chilled til about 12 and finally went home. on sunday i went tanning for awhile and fell asleep in the pool... then after dinner i went to weavers house for an hour or so... on monday i went out with my grandmother all day, came home and had a very depressing conversation online, ate dinner, went on a walk with weaver, then came back to my house til about 11? on tuesday i was at weavers house like all day. we tanned and chilled, then i went to karate and then came home and quick got ready and went to chris rullis house =) with weaver. we watched boogeyman, it was a good movie. got scared a bit but thats ok. then we attempted to play ping pong, and then we just hung out, trying to scare eachother. it was fun.. my mom picked us up round 11:15. on wednesday, i went to vals house for a few hours, then hung out with weaver til 10ish. on Thursday, I slept til about 11, then just laid around all day watching tv. Then went to karate then after karate a bunch of people went out for pizza. It was very yummy and fun. Got home after 10 and was in a bad mood for the rest of the night. Today I went to a hip specialist. I got x-rays done, an mri, and a bunch of other tests done. I was there for over 3 HOURS! Omg it was hell. Then I came home and went to weavers house then to soccer and now I’m here waiting for cory to come and pick me up then going to niki’s goodbye party. . last time I’m gonna see her before she moves =( then I have soccer at 8 IN THE MORNING!! So that shall be fun. My birthday is in 10 days I’m actually excited this year for my birthday. Commenttttt ♥ post comment

[Sunday July 03 @ 10:11 am ] [ mood | confused ] [ music | miles apart- yellowcard ] But he gave me the best cd I have And even all the bad songs ain't so bad I just wish there was so much more than that .....about me and him <3 lets see.. the past 2 weeks… hmmm… weaver, britt, and val came over my house to make shirts and swam and ate and all then next day we all went to six flags and went to THE CLICK FIVE concert and jeese mccartney. We sat in the parking lot for over an hour cuz of traffic. It was hell. Lol.. got home round midnight from that. Hung out with weaver A LOT Went to vals house instead of going to hurricane harbor. My mom is a bitch sometimes… Spent a whole day with my grandma Went shopping 2 days and got stuff Went to my grandmas house for a get together with all my family from ny (my grandmas sisters family) weaver came with me. We met JACK! haha And yesterday I went to the mall with weaver, val, and britt. We walked over to dicks, target, kohls, then walked back to the mall. Then got picked up by mr. boyle. Dropped britt off at her house, then val and weaver came to my house.. we were in the pool for a while. Then we ate, then we chilled listening to music… trying to find a damn song! Haha. Then we went to go to fireworks in mt holly.. but lets not get into that.. we ended up going to the evesham fireworks.. go figure. ( click ) ♥ 5 post comment

playlist [Friday June 24 @ 08:44 pm ] [ music | catch your wave - click5 ] The Rules. 1) On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first fifteen to twenty songs on the list. 2) Write down the first line of the song. 3) Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs. (Don't Cheat!) 4) When someone guesses correctly, strike out the line and list the correct name of the song next to it. The Songs. 1.) Imagine me and you, I do (Happy Together- simple plan/or The turtles) 2.) Elvis was a coola shaker (The Lady is a Vamp- Spice Girls) 3.) I don’t wanna meet your dad (nexy ex-girlfriend- bowling for soup) 4.) Love is blind, as far as the eye can see (Too Much- Spice Girls) 5.) this song goes out to all my good friends 6.) Her finger traced I love you 7.) I wanna wake up in your arms 8.) sha la la la la la la uh huh (lol) 9.) you just walked in, I make you smile (Stop [Right Now]-Spice Girls) 10.) she said she needed a break 11.) if you can’t dance, if you can’t dance (If you can’t dance- spice girls) 12.) Well, it was ugly, but we made it this far 13.) there you go, you’re always so right (shut up! - simple plan) 14.) I'm waking up and bakin' (Life after Lisa- Bowling for soup) 15.) I lost myself at your show last night (pop princess- the click five) 16.) it wasn’t suppose to be like this 17.) Treat me right, all night, (Last time lover – spice girls) 18.) La La La La La La La La La (Spice up your life- spice girls) 19.) someone get the medic, cuz I think she’s gonna strike again (down for the count- bowling for soup) 20.) you and I, we never had it easy baby (i'll take my chances with you- the click five) the shuffle on my playlist is horrible it barely moved.... 7 post comment

summer '05 [Sunday June 19 @ 04:55 pm ] [ mood | blah ] [ music | pop princess - the click five (new group) ] Haven’t updated in a while… Summer has started and it has been GREAT! But lets back it up a bit…. Last weekend I had a soccer tournament. We ended up losing all 3 games… oh well I guess… wasn’t the way I wanted to end the season, but we still had a perfect season…. On Sunday I was suppose to have people over, but that didn’t happen. So me and weaver went swimming for a little bit, then ate, then met up with harry at skimmer. chilled there for a little while, then we met up with pete at Stewarts. Then we went back to skimmer for a little bit and then me and weaver had to head home so they rode back to our house with us. Then we chilled outside for a bit, and went in round 9. On Monday was school. Last full day of school actually. I went shopping with weaver and her mom afterwards and got Val’s birthday stuff =) we got her 5 balloons, a crown, and a badge thinger. Went back to weaver house for a bit. Then came home and ate, then went swimming with weaver and her sister. Then they left round 7:30? I came inside and studied. And went to bed. On Tuesday. day 1 of finals. decorated val’s locker and gave her all her stuff… had my art & Spanish 2. final. Art was soooo easy, Spanish was ok. Got home round 11:30. then I went out shopping with my mom all afternoon. Then came home and got ready for karate. Then after karate I quick changed and headed to PETE’S HOUSE. Weaver, harry, and danny were already there. So we chilled for awhile, then went and played tennis, then came back to his house and ate pizza and chilled til about 9:30 wen my mom came and picked us up. Came home and studied for English. On Wednesday. day 2 of finals. Val brought me in balloons for my birthday. A whole MONTH AND A HALF EARLY! God I love that girl. Lol. So I only had my enlgish final so i got out at 9:15ish. Grandma weaver picked me, weaver, and val up and headed to my house. I ended up running out with ym mom for a bit so weaver and chilled at weavers house. Then they came over and so did harry and pete. So we were in the pool for a while, then we ate, then played poker, and chilled. Harry and pete left around 4. so me, val and weaver got back in the pool for awhile. Then we rode our bikes to stewarts since harry and pete were both working. So we were there for a bit. Then rode home, and vals mom picked her up around 8:30. the I went shopping with weaver and her dad and Rachel. Haha. Following HIM through target. Good times <3. then got home round 10 and showered, and watched tv and stuff… Thursday wasn’t gonna go to school, but decided to go. So I went. Sat in the back gym the whole time. Said goodbye to pete =( I miss him so freaking much then went to vals house. Rode home on her bus, went for a walk with weaver, val, kels, and Kristen. Then went back to vals house and chilled til about 2 wen my mom came. Went shopping with her. Then came home and chilled and got ready for my brothers graduation I can’t believe he graduating, I hate to say this but, I really am gonna miss him… then afterwards went out to eat with weaver, mom, dad, and grandma. Came home round 10 and I showered and bummed it the rest of the night. On Friday was out with my mom for almost all day. Round 3 went over to weaver for a couple hours. Came home and ate nad eventually showered and got ready and packed and all that good stuff for VAL’S BIRTHDAY PARTY! Omg, so much fun! It was only me, val, weaver, and britt. But it was crazy. We slept over, basically talked all nite with my questions! Haha. Then we got up round 10 the next morning and went on the trampoline and then got all dolled up and left around 12:30 for lunch at Bertucci’s. TODD THE WAITER ;) lmao! Then we walked over the moorsetown mall and we had like 3 hours to kill to our movie. So we had a little “adventure” haha. So then we went and saw SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING PANTS. amazing movie it wasn’t suppose to be sad, but we all cried.. but I had other reasons to anyway… so after that we decided to have our own symbolic thing of our friendship like that pants, so we all pitched in and bought a cute bracelet. Then val’s mom picked us up and we went back to her house and jumped on her new trampoline. Then mrs boyle took us home around 9:30. 24 HOURS WITH MY 3 FAVORITE LADIES <3333 today watched movies all day and slept. So far summer ’05 has been really fun. Hopefully it will continue… ♥ i'm not suppose to miss him this much... 6 post comment

long update... [Sunday June 05 @ 05:03 pm ] [ mood | hot ] [ music | suckerpunch - bfs<33 ] AND WHEN THE RADIO DIES; WILL YOU SING FOR ME i haven't updated in a really long time not much has been happening lately, this weekend was on the funner side i guess. as well as last weekend... last weekend was the memorial day soccer tournament. we won out first game, then lost the second too. we did worse then wat we all expected, but oh well i guess wat are we gonna do about it now. on saturday before my game, i hung out with pete for a little bit. then i came home and got ready and went to the fields. thought everything was gonna be cancelled cuz there was a tornado warning and the field were evacuated, but after a 55 minute delay, everything started up agian. after that game, we won 3-0 i belive, me, britt, and weaver got some grub, and we watched some boys games and had a very nice, long ass talk. it felt great to talk to britt again.... at 10 mrs. berger came and picked us up and i came home and talked on the computer and did some reading and stuff. went to bed at about 2. sunday, my first game was at 1:45, i forget the score of that game, but after that, me, weaver and britt hung out at the fields. we attempted to lay down and tan, but ended up playing soccer with hernan and talked. then my other game at 5:30. we lost that and again i forget the score. but a bunch of people came to watch so afterwards i hung out with pete, danny, val, and weaver. well val and weaver left me with pete and danny for awhile. then we all met back up agian and we played football. it was SO much fun. except wen pete elbowed me in the face, that hurt, but i did get him back =) lol. then we got picked up at 10. and i talked online and read til about 2 once again. then on monday i basically just chilled around the house all day. then this week, school was ok i guess. nothing special. on friday night i went to the phillies game. it got rained out. but i still had fun boy scouting with val and weaver. plus, tiki follwed us around the whole nite. and val walked into the guys bathroom...FUNNIEST THING EVER!!! and then tiki ooped the girls bathroom door! so despite getting soaked, i had a lot of laughs and a lot of fun. on the way home, me, weaver, and val made plans to hang at weavers house. so i figured i'd go hhome and chagne and go to weavers hosue. but that didnt happen. my mom locked me out of the house!!! lol. so yea, we sorted that out and i stayed at weavers house til 12 then came home and talked to pete on the phone for awhile, then went to bed. saturday. cleaned my entire room. got rid of a bunch of stuff. then chilled for a while, showered and got ready and ent to PETES house with weaver and danny. was very fun. played basketball, me and pete won =), then went inside and watched tv, chilled and ate, and played poker. got picked up at 9. then came home and was outside on my front porch with weaver... umm yea... stuff happened...dont want to explain... little after 11 i had to go inside so weaver left and i showered and just sat up like for 3 hours thinking.... today, woke up round 9 and cleaned some more, then went to my grandmas house where i fell asleep for like 2 hours on her new recliner, massage chair thing. it felt sooo good. and now i'm here, bored, talking to people... only 8 more days of school ( i dont have to go on the 16th cuz i have gym 7th block) only 11 more days til pete leaves for greece for the whole summer =( and 7 days til chris rulli moves back =) comment ♥ 4 post comment

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